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So I haven't been on here since Easterish time. I decided that I should update. I love college, the friends there and everything else in my life. I can truly understand why they say college friends last longer than high school friends. They are cooler. So that's about all that is happening in my life.

I haven't updated this since Easter, so I thought this would be an appropriate entry. Last night I watched yet another documentary on the Shroud of Torin. I am now leaning towards the conclusion that it is real. In that case, Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, is 5' 11", 170 lbs and has blood type AB. I believe that it would have been AB+, just my thoughts.

HAPPY EASTER!!!

Well I almost have it narrowed down as to which college shall receive me. What happens happens. I want my spring break back again. Start of the baseball season tonight. Haha I'm watching the game. Stupid homework. Does anyone care?

I feel degraded. In Calc, my prof now wants us to do each homework problem on a seperate piece of paper and show all work. How am I going to continue? I used to show most of my work, but I fit them all on to one sheet of paper. Now I'm going to have to pull out the stapler, before there was no metal involved. It feels like this was aimed straight for me. I shall try to do my best with the new circumstance.

This is the only thing that I saw fitting that would be more important than Kirby.

Still another said, "I will follow you, Lord; but first let
me go back and say good-by to my family." Jesus replied, "No
one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for
service in the kingdom of God."

Luke 9:61-62

Kirby Puckett passed away today at the age of 45 due to complications of a stroke. I never got to know him well, as he played before I got to know the game. Yet I respect what he was and who he was for the Twins.

BLaaahahhaahhaaaahaaahahaahhhaaahahh. Winter Jam this weekend, should be tons fun? I hope the pool is open at the Y, although I dislike that pool. It is only ten times worse off then the Branin Natatorium. Although neither of them can compete with the new Natatorium at Ohio State. Stupid papers................. Blahahahahahaaahaaaahahaaaaah.

It's been a while. Everything seems to be slimming out. Baseball practice has started. We'll get more into it when the basketball season is over. Besides that, classes on Monday seem to have crashed and burned, but now things are looking up, hopefully. I went to McD tonight which concluded a five week study on World Religions. I might go to Cotsum with family for a Lenten study. Don't know yet. That's about all.

Well I missed saying happy Valetine's Day, but who really cares anyways. I got this instead. I was so excited that I was able to get Kermit!

You Are Kermit

Hi, ho! Lovable and friendly, you get along well with everyone you know. You're a big thinker, and sometimes you over think life's problems. Don't worry - everyone know's it's not easy being green. Just remember, time's fun when you're having flies!

Well today I shaved for the first time in over a week. I know my face was a little red, but my face is baby soft. I guess the first two blades cut the hair and the third blade cuts the top layer of skin, lol. There is a razor now with 4 blades that we saw comercials for during the Super Bowl. That reminded us of the twenty blade razors from Mad TV. Those of you who don't know what I'm talking about, it gets pretty gorish.

So much stuff, so much fun. Baseball conditioning, but we went to the park to throw afterwards because we aren't allowed throwing inside of school till the season starts. Good times.

Today was a pretty good day. It started that way at school. We had Elvis, who came back from his deserted island to sing his old songs with a Jesus twist to them. I then had to buy both cd's of his because I like the songs but at times they get naughty. Later I went to work and told them that baseball has started and I need someone to cover for me. I figure that it might take like a couple weeks before I'm gone, but they said that they would have someone for me next week so that I don't have to come in. Later on I got into one of those talks with a person where you aren't watching the pool anymore but just talking. That along with my thoughts on why I used to like guarding made me kind of start to miss it. But then after I finally got home at like 10 minutes ago, my mother told me that Ohio State called and said that I was accepted. She also found out that I don't automatically get into honors, but I'm close so I still might be able to get in. Along with my normal burdens today was a lovely day.

Hello again my friend. I just called to say hello, jk. Well last night was better than I anticipated. I was going all paranoid thinking of the worst things that could happen, but it turned out to be a fun time. As this all comes to a close, I'm glad that I no longer have a girlfriend, because mike has to go to lauren's thing today and then he has to worry about valetine's day, lol. But I came home last night and I was almost to the point that I was talking to myself, and I was like everything is good.

Nothing deep anymore. Thanks to help of friends I am pretty much cleared up, or at least half way, which means I'm not paranoid about little things, but I don't claim a full functioning brain. Math seems to have slowly declined in its learning intensity. Let's all pray for Jessica to be healthy and that she will enjoy her time, lol. That's about all.

I feel so lost in this world. I'm out of it for now. I should be better in a few days. The question is though, why should I feel better? Should I try to please others? I think I am what I am and that I try to too hard. I'm never right when everyone looks for my faults. I believe that I never will be correct when I let other people's opinions change my own. No one else seems to listen to mine, why then should I listen to their's? My falacies are more correct than theirs, because I have more imput and guidance. Shouldn't I just be worried about me and what I feel is important in my life? In the end, Is this what I believe or what other's have told me I should believe? Do I feel unaccepted because other's do not feel accepted? yes

Today, as many of you know, I visited OSU. I love it down there. I guess I went down there and thought that is was a party school, but after visiting it along with talking to my cousin found out that I was wrong. I found out that there the university is trying to clean up the worse parts of town to improve some of the bad parts of the city. It's not as big as I expected either. It's a step up from Akron, but I think I can handly it. Good news, the water there is good, rather it left me craving more. It was also awesome. I could so picture myself going there next year. I just have to wait and see how much and where I fit in. Starting as a sophmore?

Ps. It was a place I would want to go. Rather it would be nice to be with friends that are going there, but it's not a main factor in me liking it.

Everything is getting complicated. I talked to my guidance person who is actually the dean of students. I guess he told me what is probably best for me to do. He did say to wait till everything comes thru before deciding. So now I hope that where ever I go that I can get plenty of scholarships. Wow, I could possibly graduate with two minors if I go to one place, I never thought of that before. I'm sure where ever I go, I'll be able to pass the FOE. Yeah there's more just not right now.

Well I haven't updated in for a long time, so I thought I'd do so today. Well my life is busy. I have homework, which I haven't had since last year. I have to finish applications for everything, colleges and scholarships, mainly the essay part. I have to write a paper for my english class, not too bad. On Thursday, I'm supposed to visit OSU con mi padre, leaving me no time to do my homework for Friday. February is approaching quickly. I have super ammounts to do on the Heritage Homecoming, which is almost completed! Lastly, I get to go to a Junior Higher Retreat!? By the way, I love the people at McD.

This is so typical blog entry, but "Why do I have to be so me?"